Dear Jesus,

Dear Jesus, my heart really hurts
The kind of hurt I never believed I will learn

Dear Jesus, will my heart ever be healed?
Will this pain ever go away,

Dear Jesus, right now it seems that it will never
That I will have to live with this forever

Dear Jesus, I'm sorry I took this long
To learn the most important lesson
It seems I'm still learning..

Dear Jesus, I can't understand this feeling
Why does it hurt so very very much?

Dear Jesus, I always hear other people sing
of the horrible pain of love. I never knew why..

Dear Jesus, I never believed that I would
ever learn of this kind of pain.

Dear Jesus, why do this kind of thing exists?
I do not understand the purpose of its creation.

Dear Jesus, can't I reside in one of your houses
and never be a part of this ever again?

I'm thinking of becoming a nun... ==

Jesus, Jesus, Jesus

Jesus, a familiar name I use to know
I've forgotten about him recently.....

Is that why I feel so terribly sad?
Because I've forsaken my closest friend.

I miss my friend terribly now
Are you still a call away?

Jesus, the name of my bestest friend
Will you be my friend again?

I'm sorry I only call you
On the days I need you the most....

=(

Promise

The next time (if there ever is) I meet someone I really like and grow to love, I promise I will fight for that love.

Till then, I will have to rely on Jesus to teach me what love is..

Waiting

I am impatiently waiting..

For the day the Lord arrives or amazing grace takes me home...

Sad Love Songs

I grew up listening to them
Words of broken hearts
That yearned to be heard
They were once just words

The sad love songs
I wonder how they were made
What I did not expect
Was what I recently learned

Every word written
Were written because they are real
They were always real
They're still real & will continue to be

Now my heart aches with every breath
I wonder if I will ever heal.

hurts

My heart is hurting like crazy..
I wanna cry so much but no tears would flow
My heart have been so sourly squeezed
All kinds life have escaped

Ouch..

The worst kind

The worse way to miss someone is when you’re right beside them wanting to reach out and touch them, but you know you can’t have them.

After all these years
Im still loving you
I wasn't serious then,
when I said I wanted to know what love was.

I've been running since
Each step I take
I turn to look back once
Because I had a secret

If only I had courage
I could have spill out truth
If only I knew these
I wouldn't be writing this

I walked the biggest roundabout
Just to end up where I began
But no one stays the same,
They don't happen the same way twice

I only fall in love once
And once has already happened
It has come and gone
The time where rare magic sparked

I'm sorry I wasn't braver then
I could have spill out truth
If only I knew these
I wouldn't be writing this

I only fall in love once
And once has already happened
It has come and gone
The time where rare magic sparked